Lonely Me!!

I am happy at times, but at times I am sad;
There are many things that keep me happy;
My friends,primarily,are concerned about me the most,
they never leave me alone,
they forgive me for all my follies and cheer me up
whenever I am depressed, without asking for anything in return.

Although I have many people around me
to take care of me, my friends, my family;
But nobody can take YOUR place...
Your memories haunt me day and night..
The more I try to forget you, the more you gnaw at me..

Even when I am sitting among numerous people,
and trying to enjoy..
just a thought about you..
and I am all alone...
I have become a slave of your memories.

Everything small thing reminds me of you and
the wonderful time spent with you..
those fights over petty things,
Calling it off in the morning and then saying..
'I Can't Live without you' in the evening,
those sweet nicknames that we used to give to each other,
those chats that used to last for hours,
those sweet memories of bygone days..
But now I am all ALONE,
haunted by your memories..

Why did you do this to me?
What was my fault?
I accept my mistake..
I fell in Love with you..
Neither you fell in love with me,
Nor you ever told me to..

But now I am happy for you,
I promise that I ll survive in my own lonely world,
But I won't bother you ever,
There's only one wish..
You be happy in your world..
I pray for you,
you may get whatever you wish..

With tears in my eyes,
I bid you good-bye..
You took all my happiness with you
And I still wish you be happy forever..

I may be sad,
I may be grieved,
I may be dejected,
And I may be heartbroken..
But I wish you be HAPPY forever,
You be exhilarated,
You be jubilant...
although at the expense of my happiness and desires..

SOMEBODY....

Somebody came into my dreams,
and left a thousand memories,
Somebody became mine,
and left me waiting...



Somebody is far from me today,
but very close to my heart,
Somebody became a stranger to me,
but left me the love of a thousand years,
Now the morning beauty is gone,
and the night of loneliness begins....



Somebody got close to me,
and my life completely changed..
Somebody left me to the bitter seasons,
and left me the memories of spring.....



Somebody made promises to me,
and left me with a broken heart,
Somebody came into my dreams,
and left a thousand memories,
If you are wondering who was it??
that SOMEBODY was .............. :-)

KITNE PYAAR SE...............

Kitne pyar se usne mujhko bhulaya hoga,
meri yaadon ne use khoob rulaya hoga.

Baat -be-baat aankh uski jo chalki hogi,
usne chehre ko baazuon mein chupaya hoga.

Socha hoga usne din mein kayi baar mujhe,
naam hatheli par bhi likh likh ke mitaya hoga.

Jahan usne mera zikr suna hoga kisi se,
uski aankhon mein koi aansu to aaya hoga.

Raat ke bheegne tak neend na aayi hogi tujhe,
tune takiye ko bhi seene se lagaaya hoga.

Hoke nidhaal meri yaadon se tune jaana,
meri tasveer par sir apna tikaaya hoga.

Poocha hoga jo kisi ne tere haalaat ka sabab,
tune baaton me khoob mujhe chupaya hoga......

HAUNTING MEMORIES!!!

Your memories still haunt me like a ghost!
I try my best not to think about you,
But even this thought of forgetting you.....
haunts me like hell.....
The moments spent with you are hard to forget,
And those moments still haunt me!!



The only thing you gave me was - TEARS and only TEARS!!
And in return for that, I gave you all my LOVE and my HEART!
You trod on my soul, my heart;
crushed it into pieces..
And now you are happy in your own world,
And here I am! All by myself!
Lonely! shattered! Haunted by your memories!!



You moulded me in your own cast,
I always tried to become the way you wanted me to!!
And now, when I have become exactly like your shadow..
You have left me, all alone, and here I am,
Searching my identity in this huge world...all by myself!! Alone!!
Haunted by your memories!!!!!!

I MISS YOU.....

I miss you so much,
I don't know why?
I crave for you all day,
The yearning grows with each passing day,
And you are not near me,
I still don't know why?



Don't you feel the same urge
To meet me as I feel,
I miss you more and more
With each passing day,
This feeling makes me go crazy,
I don't know why??



Remembering the good old times
that we spent together,
My eyes are filled with tears
And I cry,
but I don't know why??


I love you from the bottom of my heart,
But when will you start???
I want you to be with me all the time,
Tell me, is it a crime??
I still miss you so much....
I don't know why?????

UNLUCKY ME!!!!

I love you like anything,
I crave to meet you always,
I am there for you whenever you need me,
But you still don't care for me!!



I was an unripe bud,
You made me aware of the ways of the world,
You moulded me in your own cast,
And now you have left me grappling with questions
To which I have no answer, and....
You still don't care for me!!!



Why did you make me fall in love with you??
Why did you do this to me??
I was an innocent soul, then....
Why did you hurt me??
Why can't you see me happy??
And why don't you care for me??




All I ask for is a few moments of love from you,
Is it very much that I am asking for??
Can't you see that I am incomplete without you??
I miss the sweet embrace of your arms,
The warmth of your hug, those moments of
happiness that we shared together,
I see you in my own shadow but when I turn around,
Its only ME, ME and My Haunting Loneliness..
But you still don't care for me!!!!!